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The truth beneath the lies chapter 1
"You guy's are amazing!".
Dean could feel the stiffness from his brother at the leader of the Scooby gang's words, his gaze turned to his brother whose hands were clenched teeth grinding against one another.
"Sammy". Dean's heart dropped when Sam stepped away, refusing to meet his brother's gaze.
"Don't Dean, just don't".
Hunched over Sam stalked away from the group, leaving the Scooby gang looking shocked and Dean and Castial concerned.
"Was it something I said?". Fred asked quietly.
Dean let out a long breath that comment sounded so innocent, sometimes he forgot just how much these guys didn't know, even though they knew some of which what the guy's went through every day. But everything, all the pain, the suffering. They knew nothing about, Dean could see which such an innocent comment could through Sammy over the edge. Sam dealt with the guilt of his part in the world almost ending every day, how he became soulless. How he drank Ruby's blood, how much suffering he put his brother t
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Journey to the center of Mikey's mind.
Summery: Takes place during Journey to the center of Mikey's mind, what if Mikey's inner self wasn't so happy? What if his brother's abuse hit harder then anyone would've thought?
The first thing Leo noticed when they reached Mikey's inner self, or at least where it was suppose to be. This place was dark, cold, lifeless. Never did the Leader think any space in Mikey's head could hold anything but joy. But the moment they reached their destination the brothers knew something was wrong.
This wasn't the imagination that they had just been in, this wasn't the joyful rainbows and weird characters Mikey created in his head. No, this space was just the opposite of who Mikey was.
"Leo where are we?" Raph said in shocked awe, never would he had guessed where his brother's inner self was. Could be so cold, and dark.
"I don't know".
"This is where we were supposed to go". Donnie whispered. "But this can't be right, guys! Look over there!".
Both brother glanced to where Donnie was pointing. There
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Mikey one shots 2012-The ever burning fire
Summary: Takes place when Lord Bugazoid tries to capture April, what if Leo wasn't able to cut the rope in time? What would the outcome be?
Episode: The ever burning fire.
Gene: Hurt/comfort and fluff, lots of fluff.
Mikey screamed as he was pulled towards the raging lava pit, today just wasn't his day. First he was taken by the Bug man now he was about to become extra crispy. Some days it just didn't pay to get out of bed, the moment he saw Leo flying in the air going to cut the rope his heart soared. His brother was going to rescue him!, to everyone's horror Leo missed. Making the Leaders eyes widen.
"Mikey!". Everyone screamed.
Leo landed eyes still wide he never missed, how. How could he miss now at all times? When he needed to be accurate the most? Grief and disbelief showed on everyone's face. They couldn't believe that Mikey was gone, swallowed up by the Lava. April buried into Casey sobbing uncontrollably. Donnie didn't even look phased, gazing where Mikey just fell. He couldn'
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The calm before the storm a Resident evil fanfic
A/N After watching the DLC banned footage volume 2, this little fan fiction came to mind. Its funny how one judges someone so much yet there was so much to the bakers, I always thought that but even more so after watching this game play. Takes place at the part where Jack is talking to Ethan in Resident evil IX.
"Ethan, free my family…please".
Ethan leaned back in his chair letting out a soft breath, his arm against his chest. The arm that had been cut off by his wife. He could see the remorse, the pain, the sorrow in Jack's eyes. This wasn't a man who did evil on purpose, this was a man who had been broken time and time again. He couldn't imagine, what it was like. To see yourself destroying all those lives, and not be able to do a thing to stop it.
It was then the man felt pity, he had to. This wasn't the bakers fault, but Eveline. She caused his wife to hurt him, and she had caused the pain and heartbreak in the Bakers to. Leaning over Ethan reached over with his hand, his onl
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Race against time chapter 2 Mikey's fever
A/N Hope you guys enjoy my story so far.
Chapter 2
The ride was silent all but the soft breathing of the youngest turtle who was laying on table with a small mattress on top of it, he was bundled with the warmest most comfortable blankets that the turtles could find in such short notice.
Which didn't seem to be doing its job by the pained look on Mikey's face. All 3 of the older brothers sat by Mikey's bedside. None of them spoke a word, not even Bishop who realized the escalating situation. And knew this was serious.
Mikey's features turned into one of discomfort, face twisted up in pain. Sparks sparking through the blanket and around them, though that didn't make a difference to them. They would stay by his bedside despite their own safety, Mikey had risked his own life to save theirs. Now they would do whatever it took to save their brothers.
Mikey was the little brother, the annoying always goofing around little brother. When Mikey was disintegrated front of their very eyes, they w
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Race against time chapter 1
"Little brother".
Mikey swayed slightly body slumping towards the ground.
"Mikey!.
Donnie,Leo and Raph lunged forward catching their little brother before he hit the ground,sparks surrounded him making the youngest wince. He felt so weak,so tired. Like all his energy had been zapped dry.
With his brothers help they lowered Mikey, his head onto Donnie's legs.
"Donnie whats wrong with him!". Leo asked frantically as Mikey began to spark. The youngest wincing each time.
Donnie placed a hand on Mikey's forehead quickly pulling back as the skin was burning up.
"He's burning up!,his body isn't accustomed to absorbing that much electricity or any for that matter. We need to get him back to the lair. We need to get the excess electricity out of his body".
"And how are we suppose to do that?!" Raph barked. Eyes shinning worriedly as the three of them picked him up.
"I can build something to adsorb the rest from his body. But we need to get back fast,who knows what the lasting effects of this is
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Almost a missed chance live free or die hard
Matt thought he knew pain, sometimes getting a cramp in his hand or thigh when he played to many video games, or even hitting his knee sometimes when he got to engulfed in his video games and lost. But no until the day he got shot in the knee saving John's daughter from certain death, he did not know what pain was like. He felt like a wuss here he was partially in tears just from getting shot in the knee, but McClain was walking around after being shot in the shoulder.
The Hacker sighed as he leaned back in the hospital bed at least the food and beds were half way decent truth be told he was a bit nervous, he didn't like the hospital and even being injured his parents didn't come to visit. Why would they?, they hardly got along. Still, to be alone with nobody coming to visit him, aside from Lucy and John of course. One could get a bit depressed.
Scrubbing a hand over his face Matt mildly looked at the TV which had nothing but crappy shows at this time of day, usually he'd be sleeping b
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"You guy's are amazing!".

Dean could feel the stiffness from his brother at the leader of the Scooby gang's words, his gaze turned to his brother whose hands were clenched teeth grinding against one another.

"Sammy". Dean's heart dropped when Sam stepped away, refusing to meet his brother's gaze.

"Don't Dean, just don't".

Hunched over Sam stalked away from the group, leaving the Scooby gang looking shocked and Dean and Castial concerned.

"Was it something I said?". Fred asked quietly.

Dean let out a long breath that comment sounded so innocent, sometimes he forgot just how much these guys didn't know, even though they knew some of which what the guy's went through every day. But everything, all the pain, the suffering. They knew nothing about, Dean could see which such an innocent comment could through Sammy over the edge. Sam dealt with the guilt of his part in the world almost ending every day, how he became soulless. How he drank Ruby's blood, how much suffering he put his brother through.

Sam thought a lot of things about himself, but *amazing* wasn't one of them.

"Cas". Dean's voice sounded suddenly exhausted to the Scooby gang. "Keep a close eye on these guys, make sure their safe. Ima going after Sammy, will be back soon".

Dean turned towards the group.

"Everything's fine, just stay here with our friend. I'll be back soon".

"Dean". Fred stepped up sadness filling his usually happy and excited eyes. "Why did Sam react that way? What did I say?".

"Sam". Dean breathed out silently refusing to look at Fred. "Doesn't exactly look at himself in an amazing way, there's a lot about what we've been through that you don't know. But Sam has taken it the hardest out of the two of us. Never fully forgiven himself, and dealt with a lot of guilt. Our mother". Dean swallowed. " Was killed by a Demon, killed protecting Sam. Sam's never been the same after that".

Fred's heart dropped the guilt obvious on his face, he swallowed thickly gaze wavering at the rest of the gang.

"I didn't, I didn't know".

Dean let out a broken bark of laughter.

"Of course you didn't, you guys don't deal with what we have to everyday. And I intend to keep it that way". Dean turned towards the Scooby gang. "Stay here, I'll be back soon".

The gang stayed quiet as Dean walked away, the rest of the Scooby gang refused to look at each other.

"Fred?" Velma said quietly. "What are we going to do?".

"I don't know". Fred answered quietly.

A/N Well I hope you liked the first chapter, it was something
The truth beneath the lies chapter 1
Takes place during the episode of Scoobynatural, Sam always felt guilt in the choice's he made in his life, when Fred triggers him with a comment. The Scooby gang finds out just how much the brothers had went through. Fred offers a comforting hand and maybe more.

Fred/Sam
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The first time this year, I am starting to feel...
This year has been really hard with Tigger my cat dying, and my cat Prince having kidney failure. I have had depression alot and anxiety, with a new cut and new hair color I started getting my confidence back. It's a slow process, but I am slowly overcoming it.
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RIP Goblin
You were one great mantis, mommy loves you. Thank you for everything.
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Christian and Bisexual

 This is is words from a Bisexual Christian,

 

Hi my name is Jessie, I am 28 years old. It has been a long road to get to where I am today, realizing who I am and accepting me for me was a hard road to get to. It makes me sad when so many Christians out there judge others for who they are, or even try to change someone. Into becoming something they’re not.

 

I came out when I was in 9th grade, I had a huge crush on my two best friends at the time. I knew after a while into the friendship that my feelings were much deeper than the average friend. I would be a lot sadder when they couldn’t come to the sleepovers that I had planned. And I would get jealous of my friends liking people, or even having a boyfriend. I even had one day where I wanted to kiss my friend who was sleeping next to me.

 

It was then I realized I was different, or at least to some society stance.

 

I deal with anxiety and depression and I constantly worried If God still loved me, would I get into heaven? Was I a bad person?

 

It was a few years ago when someone who lived in the same cul-de-sac as I did, that I realized I was damaging myself. She was a hard core Christian that spent 45 mins about how God thought it was an abomination. And I should repent, and change for god. I had a girlfriend at the time, and she was about to come visit me.

The whole 45 minute conversation threw me into depression for 5 months, making me feel like a freak. A bad person, why was I alive.

It was after the five months that I realize just how much harm I was causing myself, my depression was worse, my anxiety to. It made me realize I am beating myself up so much, just for being me. This was who I am, I had been like that for years. This had been the first time anyone had made me feel like crap for the kind of person I was.

So I took it hard.

After that I started keeping only positive people in my life, people who loved me for who I am. Sure I am not perfect, but I am human. Mortal. I am not going to try to be, but this is me. This is me in a nutshell, I am who I am.

I love God, I believe in him. But I am going to be me, if I go to Heaven. Then great, if not. Well at least I’m not lying to myself. The hate I had for the longest time, trying to change myself. I am proud to be who I am today.

I am proud to be a Christian, Bisexual. I love me for who I am.

So for those of you who are struggling to, love yourself for who you are. Don’t have self hate live I did. You only have one life.

Enjoy it.

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This has to be one of the most cute fluffy adorable stories that I have ever written, so adorable I got inspiration to write an original series that has a bond like these 2. With all original stuff of course I don't copy.

Fandom: Lion guard.

Gene: Fluff, angst.

This is an OC I made up and Janja the Hyena comfort.

Summery: 14 year old Evan has found himself being abandoned by his father in the middle of the out lands, Janja leader of the Hyena's finds the human reluctantly saving his life. Never has a human before been spotted in these parts, and never did Janja think that a human would change the Hyena's life forever. Hurt/Comfort Janja/OC *Not slash*

Rated: T

www.fanfiction.net/s/12612221/…

This has to be one of the most cute fluffy adorable stories that I have ever written, so adorable I got inspiration to write an original series that has a bond like these 2. With all original stuff of course I don't copy.

Fandom: Lion guard.

Gene: Fluff, angst.

This is an OC I made up and Janja the Hyena comfort.

Summery: 14 year old Evan has found himself being abandoned by his father in the middle of the out lands, Janja leader of the Hyena's finds the human reluctantly saving his life. Never has a human before been spotted in these parts, and never did Janja think that a human would change the Hyena's life forever. Hurt/Comfort Janja/OC *Not slash*

Rated: T

www.fanfiction.net/s/12612221/…

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Jessie
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Hi there my name is Jessie, and this is my life. I am not one personality trait, I am all of them.

I am a writer
A daughter
A friend
A praying mantis owner
A poet
Spontaneous
Random
Fun loving

Just trying to find my place in this world, come along for the ride.
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